To Dreams

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You desire a mansion.
I contain my world within a room.
Brimming with sunshine.
Bereft of a gloom.

You are filled with wanderlust,
Questing for a new adventure each day.
While I am kissed by stardust,
Seeking love in the mundane through a newer way. 

You strive to be a CEO.
I am happy with a work sufficing my meal. 
And I have plenty of time for poetry.
And I have plenty of time to heal. 

Your dreams are yours.
My dreams are mine. 
My dreams can be different,
But no trivial than thine. 

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My dreams were getting bogged down under the mound of liabilities I had vested on them all the while.

Until today, I set them free.

I set them free to breathe,
To soar,
To explore,
And then seek their way back to me 
Only when it is time.

Until then, I would wait,
Or may be I would not.

I did not let them go.
I simply set them free;
From the clutches of my guilty fingers
That had almost caged and throttled them to death.
On the pretext of just holding on.
When they need not to.
Anymore.

Times change,
So do we,
And so do our dreams.





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